I love books and cigarettes and tea and good music.
more than anything I want to live in a place completely foreign to my senses and experience life in a way I cannot by staying where I am now.
I go through bouts of depression and extreme loneliness and overwhelming feelings of disconnect from everybody around me but mostly, mostly, I am content with my life.
"If you were to press your heart close up against somebody else’s heart eventually your hearts will start beating at the same time. And two little babies in an incubator, their hearts will beat at the same time. Love that. So if you have somebody in your life that is prone to anxiety, like myself, and if you happen to be a calm person, you could come up and hug me heart to heart and my heart hopefully would slow to yours. And I just love that idea. Or maybe yours would speed up to mine. But either way, we’ll be there together."